CNY whaat?
Sunday, January 22, 2012
mmmmpfft.
EDEXCEL EXAM.
Y U NO SCREW YOURSELF?
LIKE, SERIOUSLY?
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picnic by the playground. ♥
And did I tell you that I love you tonight? ♥
01:03
2012.
Tuesday, January 3, 2012
Cause we're on fire, walking love's highest ;
Burning wire, Helium hearts ;
Ahh.
PS I Love You.
One of my favorite movies. Cry everytime,
confirm.
New Years Resolution:
1. Eat at a normal rate again.
2. Stop dropping my phone.
3. Don't neglect studies.
4. Control amount of spending.
5. Control temper, sensitiveness, etc.
6. Smile a little more, cry a little less.
7. Appreciate a little more, complain a little less.
I guess so far that's all I have.
I don't specifically have a proper new years resolution. But I would wanna be a better person.
ma de. edexcel.
We're falling skyward, We're never coming down ♥
And did I tell you that I love you tonight? ♥
20:57
HEY YOU.
Monday, January 2, 2012
I SEE YOU, YOU STALKER. HAHA.
hello. :)
Don't smile okay.
So sweet later get diabetes.
byebye. ♥
And did I tell you that I love you tonight? ♥
00:23
OH, happy day!
Friday, December 30, 2011
You washed my sins away.
Christmas is over! It's so sad. I have to wait for another year :(
But the good news is, it's time to celebrate the incoming of a New Year! :D
Well, do you have
YOUR NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION?
I don't. Haha! BUT I will be thinking a lot! :)
So let me say that this year has been such an awesome year.
Despite the fact that I'm ending it with my edexcel babeh, I've kinda had real freedom.
I was never the girl who always go out and all before college.
SO I guess this year has been kinda wild and fun :)
ANYWHOOOO! So many awesome peeps that I've known!
It's funny cause it feels like we've known each other for so long! :D
I'm so lazy so I'm just gonna pour some pictures aite? :)
And so many more! I am just too
LAZY to get it. haha
And of course with my beloved family :)
It has been a great year hasn't it? :)
Despite all the bad thing that has happened, I'm pretty sure I enjoyed 2011 very much.
HENCE, GOODBYE 2011. MAY YOU BE A SWEET MEMORY TO ME THAT WILL LAST FOREVER.
and hello, 2012.
And did I tell you that I love you tonight? ♥
22:09
Beautiful Hangover.
Tuesday, December 27, 2011
boy, you're my sweet hangover.
I feel like, my heart's getting ripped off my chest. And it seems that I'm so indecisive on whether to let it go or hold on to it. What if things get screwed up again? What if I lose you as a friend? But what if I lost my soul mate? bah. this feeling is yet the best and the worst. I've never felt like this for a long time. Very long time indeed. So every step you take, I might come closer, or take two steps back.
It's funny how you're the one making me feel like this. Cause who would have thought of it right? Well okay, maybe everyone. But not us. However now I see things differently. And I don't know what you'll say if you only knew. Will you run? Will you stay away from me? I don't want that at all. I never want to be apart from you. Even if we remain like this.
What are you feeling? What did you feel then? What's going on your mind? Will you tell me one day.
Will you tell me what you see when you were looking at me.
Will you tell me what makes you think of me.
Will you tell me you love me too.
She'll laugh, shake her head, give you a little smile and say "You're an idiot." :)
Maybe I'm just imagining things. It's time to wake up from the dream. And return to reality.
cupid struck me hard this time.
And did I tell you that I love you tonight? ♥
00:23
那些年
Thursday, December 22, 2011
那些年错过的大雨 ; 那些年错过的 爱 情 x
Sorry dear blog for abandoning you for some time now.
It has been a depressing day. I laid on the bed the wholefreakingday.
Man, period really sucks.
Anyway, I'm back on Taeyang fever lately. hahahaha
ChunHong said he would let me draw eyeliner on him.
Something that I'm looking forward to. :D
And speak of,
A LEVELS IS STRESZING ME OUTZ!
Seriously, all I think about is A levels these few days!
The second I wake up, I would
COUNT how many days I have left till exams.
SO DEPRESSING FMLTDM.
Baby, you're my kryptonite.
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Have you ever fell in love with a best friend?
Or maybe someone who you know, won't happen in your life.
Perhapes the person is of a different race/religion?
Perhapes he has a very different background. He is reaaaally rich or financially unstable?
Perhapes he is shorter than you or 2 heads taller than you.
Language is a problem, can't seem to communicate comfortably.
And many more.
Think about it. If you really fell in love, is this an issue?
Will you be bothered to be seen in public with her/him?
Cause if you do. I believe what you had is not love.
It's just an illusion of how happy you can be.
It's just them butterflies inside you that made you feel like this.
Let's make it simpler. It's just bullshit.
I've been through a lot. And every once in a while I get lost on track.
I tend to lose my grip and fall back into my history.
I've done a lot for God. I've given up so much that hurt myself like fuck.
I still think about him every night and hopes that I still have a part of his heart.
Selfish bitch. That's me.
He's happier now. I've broken his heart into pieces and I still plan to keep it?
Who am I kidding.
“ 我错了。原来，当你真的非常非常喜欢一个男孩，当他有人疼、有人爱，
你会真心真意的祝福他：永远幸福、快乐！”
已经要一年了，真的必须放开了。
我不能这么的幼稚！ 最好的，不就是能希望他永远都快乐吗？
李书彬！失去了他，还不是因为自己。
放开吧。
It's not that I haven't moved on. In fact, I've had crushes.
But thinking about how he could have been the perfect one.
How we could have spent our lives together after we go through the hardship, how wonderful is that.
I have learnt that God comes first. No matter what.
And I need to keep that in mind always, and forever.
Always and Forever.
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EH ACTUALLY. Isn't the world ending at
2012?!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
syok sendiri with own thoughts now.
:)
However, I've never let go of that saying!
"If you love something, let it go. If it's meant to be, it'll come back."
I swear, if I get you back, I'm never leaving you out of my sight again. *wink*
Have a Merry Christmas everyone. :)
好想告诉你 告诉你我 没 有 忘 记 x
And did I tell you that I love you tonight? ♥
22:46
Procrastination.
Saturday, October 15, 2011
Everybody wants to tell someone their secrets.
OMG I am DOOMED for trials, I TELL YOU.
I feel like I dont know anything for unit 4!!!
Okay that's not true. BUT I REALLY DONT KNOW A LOT.
And do you know why? CAUSE
---- [censored] ---- !!!!!!!!
Yeah well self study is really hard. I can't get anything if I don't understand it. .______.
YAAANYWAY. I HAVE BEEN DYING TO HAVE
花生糊 !
It's like. I really really am dying for it.
YOU KNOW WHAT I SHALL GO AND BUY IT LATER. CAUSE I CANT LIVE ANOTHER NIGHT WITHOUT IT.
MUAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAAAAAAAA [stress]
Okay, I wanted to talk about something. I just can't really remember what.
So let's talk about ME!
I hate procrastination. I am like
"Oh, I shall study now!"
*four hours later*
Okay! Finally studying! :D
WHAAAT IS WRONG WITH ME. CANNOT STUDY AT HOME SERIOUSLY. I AM WASTING PRECIOUS TIME.
I'm a little hyper today. and it's freaking myself out. ==
So I've been thinking lately, why you'd appear in my dreams ;
As I did, I'd wonder if you'd ever think of me.
When you think happiness, I hope you think of me.
Okay. time to go. Maybe blog again tonight. If I'm in the mood.
Why don't you tell me now?
And did I tell you that I love you tonight? ♥
19:55
